So This. This Is The Beginning.

Mon, 23 May 2011 16:19:20 -0400

Of something brand new. And honestly, it terrifies me. But you know what? I’ve come to terms with it. I’ve let myself be stopped by so many obstacles, because I was so unsure of myself, not confident about what I wanted to do with my life, and where I wanted to go.

…The truth is, I lied to myself, and to everyone else who didn’t know me as well as they thought they did. I led everyone to believe I was on the fast track to my future, that I had everything in order, in line, perfectly. But it was just one big, huge even, facade. I had fooled myself. And I didn’t even realize what I had gotten myself into until I finally dug myself a hole so deep, I could barely see the light. And only now am I beginning to climb out. So here’s the truth:

I have only the faintest idea of what I want to do in life. Becoming a doctor is something I dream about, but my passion for it is waning, and it’s evident in the little amount of effort I’ve dedicated on my path to get there. So here I am, trying to find myself a brand new path. But I have to be sure it’s a path I’m willing to stick to, and not allow myself to stray from.

I want to be a doctor, but I’m so scared I’m not going to make it.

"Forget regret, or life is yours to miss."

Thu, 24 Feb 2011 21:33:10 -0500

““Forget regret, or life is yours to miss.””

- Jonathan Larson

Learning From Yesterday.

So This. This Is The Beginning.

"Forget regret, or life is yours to miss."